The beauty I want to See

I saw you cry and tears came rolling down your eyes 

The pain i saw was too much to bare 

I found myself shackled in disbelief that an angel was weeping 

Her tears began to slowly engulf me 

I was slowly drowning, shackled in my pride and uselessness

Lost for words I began to Fade 

And the image of her beauty i began to forget 

The wonder or her laughter i began to forget 

The warmth of your touch against my flash began to lose its essence

As i slowly drown in my weakness to stand and fight as i saw you frown 

My love I wish I was strong enough not to let you fall

To stand up and fight to keep you smiling 

Bu I am drowning in this emptiness at seeing you cry 

Please tell me that your light is not fading 

That I can see you smile like the stars at night 

you will b my direction and show me the way 

That I will rise up and feel your heart and touch your soul 

Tell me that there is something to fill this hole 

That the deserts will slowly fade and in you I will find a way 

That your beauty will be my guide, 

My compass to help me hide from this emptiness i truly feel 

Every time you say you are sad 

A part of me breaks away into the abis never to be again 

A void will never be filled until your heart is truly at peace 

And your soul can share its light 

For your beauty  speaks to me and your tears and sadness in them i slowly drown 

Tell me now that you alright so my eyes an open 

And your smile will be my first sight the moment I awaken