Dear self

I think doubt is creeping in, it is slowly rising from the depths of my soul I never knew existed, like weeds that grow in corn fields it is spreading wide with nothing to control it. dear self I come here to plead with you, on my knees I surrender to you begging for you to stand and fight. life is becoming a burden I cannot seem to bare, though I know my strength I cannot seem to shake this feeling of weakness I see in me. I plead stand and fight, do not fight the presence of things unknown, do not fight the past for it will surely triumph over you. I plead fight, fight the doubt in you that I see, the doubt that is in your eyes as I stand and watch you from a distance. fight the voices that tell you, you are worthless and too weak to succeed. dear self I watched you grow fighting all obstacles that lay in your way, the way you believed in your own power  was like the sun it shined brighter and burned all things that told you to doubt yourself. what went wrong because I see doubt is winning, I see you are failing to truly grasp the complexities of the power that you hold, I see the pain is beginning to unfold and no know is surely bold enough but you to stand and fight the demons that got you in a choke hold. stand and fight the urge to give up and let life unfold its precious mysteries that surely hold treasure for you if only you would simply fight the urge to doubt yourself.
dear self stand and fight for your journey is only began