Pain

its simple the pain i have is mine to bare mine to hold and mine to cherish to cherish the darkness that consumes every part of my being im speechless yet i yarn inside to explode like fireworks and let the world know i exist but this pain is mine to bare
these tears are mine to cherish for they hold my dignity and speak volumes my words cant they hold all the darkness i fear to unleash because i fear being consumed by darkness but these tears are mine to bare
this heartach is mine to control but i fear im free falling out of control and its just too much to bare too much to hold but this too shall pass like the four seasons  i shall shift from emotion until ive learnt to coexist in peace but the worst part is I'm the only one who can i atest to the pain i freel to the tears that fall and my breaking heart which never feels whole